in the light of tomorrow
all things significant now
will be a little next to meaningless
why won't that day come faster?
so that emotions will just stop
thoughts will just stop
and i can have the peace so long ago.

i feel terrible cause i'm so useless
i can't do the things i want to do
even the simplest things
that others can do so well
and even if i try all i ever do is mess up

ranting not emoing.

i shall look back one day and laugh
about everything.

i'm just so silly
these things really don't matter.
for some it might but for me
sigh it just shouldn't be