today... amused me(:
don't ask me why.
it just did.
ponned classes with caro [edit/}

ladeeda.

chris-
i think i kinda did?
*points at previous post*
and thanks for tagging again i guess.

dawn-
i was just emo.
haha.
anyway. can i just show you the pics on thurs?
i've kinda chosen the pics already
and thanks for the pics.
though seeing bilco's pics made me miss him
terribly.

ahhwells.
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doing things i would never have thought possible of myself a few years back

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I walked in the rain this morning
i think i should do it more often
it's nice.

you know. i wasn't panicking about art until 5 mins ago
then. i looked at the date
sigh.
i am still without inspiration
although i'm mostly done with the main part of the problem
yes. vi now looks at art as a problem

i want thursday to come faster
then again. i don't.
not really.
still.
...

i miss having a life.
like seriously?
i used to like watching tv
i used to have things to do on the internet
i used to well... do things
nowadays
i can't watch tv. nothing goes in and i can't stand it after 5 mins
then internet. i don't have anything to do really.
just come here.
rant.
leave
and i miss drawing.
as in. proper drawings if you get what i mean.

ahwells.

and i'm not exactly mugging.
i need coffee.
but it doesn't work.

i shall go find my life again.
one day.

faded. fading. blown away. twirling. swirling. watch the rain.
coldness. feeling. drop by drop. wave. smile. don't smile. go on.
clip clop. clip clop. trotting. neighing. sighing. dying. fading. nothing.