So here I am again. penning down my thoughts because...?
because it's supposed to help.
and i guess because i want to remember
or maybe i don't
but i shall leave that choice to the future me
(if there is going to be one)

fingers entwined in black mane
hair streaming back
galloping across the plains
running away from everything

It's all one naive dream
Meant only to last for a moment.
-
It used to be that I quite strongly disliked school
It used to be that I wanted to go home as soon as possible after school
It used to be that I was okay going to church.
now. it seems that everything is the exact opposite.

I had things to say. but i can't remember what
so it's just as well.
-

We're all only just human
made of a breakable heart
a fagile body
and an intangible soul

there's only that much we can take
before everything starts to break apart.
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This night
Walk the dead
In the solitary style and crash the
Cemetery gates
In the dress your husband hatesway down, mark the grave
Where the searchlights find us drinking by the
Mausoleum door...
And they found you on the bathroom floor

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

Back home
Off the run
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists
It isn't that much fun
Staring down a loaded gun
So I won't stop dying
Won't stop lying
If you want I'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, (WAY DOWN) way down (WAY DOWN)!

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
WHEN WILL I miss you
WHEN WILL I miss you, so far?
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard,
Made it so hard...

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way... down...