riding was cancelled because there was lightning
but it was just as well
i wasn't riding sonny
i got winning glory
and riding glory makes me frustrated
then again.
just cantering would might have cheered me up.

I'm screwed.
that was my last chance at trying and get myself in the right mood.

why?
why is drawing so dependent on my moods?

hugging sonny and crying
oh wow. nice going vi.
why are you crying so fucking much?
what is wrong with you?

someone help me.