i'm unstable.
an unstable configuration.
lol

tomorrow. tomorrow. tomorrow.
it's all too soon.

you'll never be prepared anyway.

though you're all most likely never going to see this but
thank you to cyeo, grace and meera for the hugs today.
caro, thanks for getting me that milo

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my head's ringing with music blasting away
it's filled
but every other part of me.
doesn't.
feel that way.

i sat outside the class for the first 10 miuntes of a maths today
and i relearned partial fractions.
somewhat.

and then. my lit group won first
i still have mixed feelings about that.

PE was just
...
i fell down what? 3, 4 times?
coordination wasn't there.
and i kept getting a headache.
throat kept on going dry.
cramps weren't helping either.

if you wanna get out alive
run for you life

bio spa's on osmosis
um wow.
testing on something we learned ages ago
sigh.


actually when i'm in school.
i'm okay.
but at times like now.
i'm a mess?
no. mess isn't the right word
although if you said that i won't deny it
it's more like... unstable.
i'm just...

i really don't know what's wrong with me
i don't ever remember being like this because of exams
so why?
i'm not supposed to be like this
it simply isn't... me.

and now i can say that that has made me more vulnerable in more ways than one.

i think some people are getting impatient with me?
well. i can only say sorry
but exams are upon us
you don't have to bother yourself with me anymore.

good luck everyone.