you know what?
screw you
can't you see that i'm trying?
can't you see that i'm trying really hard?
can't you see that i'm trying so hard?
trying so hard to do somthing that i really want to give up on?
can't you see?
why can't you see?
can't you see that i'm breaking?
can't you see?
why can't you?
screw you.

damn it
damn it
damn it
damn it

i want to give up
but i'm still trying
TRYING TRYING TRYING

but no. you can't see
for whatever bloody reason you just can't see it
screw you.
go ahead. slam doors. slam them all
i don't care.


art is just screwed.
i cannot finish it in time
not in 3 hours
i'm screwed
i'm screwed
i'm screwed

you're just so slow.


i feel like talking to someone


it's 10:15 you bloody moron

I'm so selfish.
i'm so sorry.
i'm just.

ihavenoexcuse.
none.

on friday
when i come home
will i be happy that it's over?
or will i just..?

help me.
can i say that?

and then after that?
what happens?
after art?
after the first week?
after the second week?
before the marking days?
during the marking days?
after the marking days?
and then?

what will you do?


I can't
i can't
i just cannot fail