since exams are unofficially over
let's do some reflections shall we?

lets see.
this year's end year exams were the most stressful ever
i cried the most over this
stressed the most over this
went crazy the most over this
emotions went the most crazy over this

exams have never ever been this stressful for me

and now it's over. or almost
hmm.
what do i feel?

i don't know. i seriously don't know.
what am i supposed to feel?
free or worry?
joy or fear?

school's about to end.
sabs will start soon
and then school hols.
hmm.
then a new year

i dread. i dread. i dread.

hmm..


fading is this silly pretense,
sinking in is common sense,
reality is crushing,
like four walls closing,
smiles fold and fall apart.
now where thou art?


sigh.

i am trying to draw again
keyword once again is trying.

it's not working
whee.
and i actually owe ppl.
haha.
they've been asked for long ago
ahh wells. hopefully i've improved
so i can use that as an excuse.


tmr's chinese
hmmm.


i still feel like crashing my head into a wall
but that's just plain stupid.



about things
i sometimes wonder
and then i start to consider
if these things are really worth
the time spent to ponder
upon which it might not matter
sooner or later