it's 2:10 AM
whee. it's late.
or maybe i should say it's early!

i was going to say

I think I can stop worrying now

but now
the next day
(it is technically)
i can't.
i had a nightmare
and it's fcked up my moods.):
that's just sad. seriously.
since i had this most positive attitude
that i made me think i would survive.

yes caro.
i know i'm fine.
i am(:
whee.
just need to find something again.

and have fun with the hairdresser tmr. well today(:

I should stop worrying
but worry can't be switched off just like that.


it's over, look out below
i'm wasted, so wasted
yeah it's so hard to let go
breathe now and breathing out

i can't remember the rest

and i've made so many spelling and typo errors in this post alone. vv



I don't feel a thing
and I stopped remembering
The days are just like moments turned to hours

Mother used to say
if you want, you'll find a way
But mother never danced through fire shower

Walk in the rain, in the rain, in the rain
I walk in the rain, in the rain
Is it right or is it wrong
and is it here that I belong

I don't hear a sound
Silent faces in the ground
The quiet screams, but I refuse to listen

If there is a hell
I'm sure this is how it smells
Wish this were a dream, but no, it isn't

-- Steve Conte - "Rain"