caro-
i'm fine. really.
today was actually the worse
and i got through it. _____
i'm not trying to be difficult
but to relax is easier said than done
and before which paper?
nevermind. it's the thought that counts
thanks(:

and if you want
you can rant to me abt what's distracting you.
lit and a maths AND physics
you can't afford to get distracted friend.
the invitation's open.
well. that is if you're still comfortable with me.

anyway. thanks again. *hugs*
and stay happy. you have a record to break.(:


joy-
er i hope you read my tagboard (or this) in time
and not freak out
i really cannot remember
it's either 4 or 6
but we have more time than the half lit ppl
and 1 or 2 of the questions are bound to be the short kind
so don't worry(:


dear You
I miss you.
can you... call?
tomorrow? soon?
i'll be home the whole day on this sat and sun

you know who you are i'm sure
because you're the only one
I've ever asked this of
so.
will you?

but will you even read this?


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chinese tuition makes me feel screwed
i wasn't really paying attention
and i could pick out stuff that went wrong in my letter compo
imagine how many i could pick out if i was paying attention

why does it still matter?
why is it still such a bother?
why do i still care?

and
i think i have gotten the art of blanking out
like really blanking out
i'm able to not think abt anything at all
it's quite useful
but at the same time
it's quite useless

I noticed that i've changed a lot more than i thought
and i've a new fear
or maybe it's an old fear.

you mean you never noticed?

no. i just didn't want to face the fact that i have to face it.
again.


i drove past a large patch of open sky today
i was just going past, just on the way
it was real pretty
did you see it?
the colours soft, clouds stretching in a large expanse
and for a moment everything slowed and made sense


I should stop wishing selfish requests from everyone.