I have nothing to say about today
i really don't
except that i'm tired

i'm tired
skipped tz because of it
home now
but i can't sleep can i?
if i do i won't be able to wake
i won't be able to sleep at night
and then won't be able to wake up in the morning

i really hate it

i tried to do the heymaths test thing
didn't understand
and i failed
well. what to say?
i'm going to fail tomorrow's test
oh, yay.
i don't have a lit test this week
it's two weeks later
thank goodness
but. there's e-learning
and that geog thing
and i still havent' done chinese
or any of my maths homework
but how am i supposed to do it with a headache?
iwant to sleep
but i know i can't
but i know i'll fall asleep anyway

i shall just shut up now.
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I slip and I start to fall.
In desperation i grab onto anything within reach
and it's your hand that i'm holding onto.
But i blink and you're gone.
and the only thing i can grasp onto is empty air.

and i fall.