I think I'm falling sick.
headache in chinese and a maths.
but i think it's receeding now.
so yay?

can i say i'm confused?
can i say i'm tired?
can i say i don't want to give a damn anymore?
yes. i could
but would i really do it?

school is just annoying now.
they keep us busy
making us learn things that i really doubt we'll ever use
look at a maths
unless you're going to build sturctures or sth
where else can you use sine, cosine and tangent?
or logarithum?
or whatever that we have to learn.
i really don't know
i really won't mind anyone proving me wrong
and telling me that it is useful
even if you don't want to be a mathematician
i really want to have a purpose for all the things that i learn
like seriously.
why are we learning sth that we don't need?
just because it's hard
and then they can set it for our O and A levels?

it's just so damn fucking frustrating.
well.
I wish i could screw it.

it's only 2:15
1/2 hours more to art
well.
i don't want to go.
i don't feel like going
but i don't feel like going home either
and i don't know where else i can go
so
in the end
i'll just stay here.

For some reason

i just feel so damn restricted

I don't know.

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it was simply a form of habit

.outsider.