I suppose i can't blame you for not understanding
since you did try i suppose
but i guess i didn't really want you to understand
but i did try

but could you really have understood it?

but i suppose it can't be helped
since no one else but i know


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it's hard trying to be positive

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can you tell that i'm not listening anymore?
i just can't be bothered with what you have to say
since all that seems to come out is just really.. nothing.

maybe you're trying
and maybe it's not working cause i'm not trying

but i really don't care
at the moment
hopefully



I'm tired of just every single thing.