I feel like i'm going to do something reckless cause i feel like it.
i just need some kind of change instead of feeling the same old rapid choatic changes that don't stop. I just want to be able to contorl something.
and i suppose. i don't make sense again.
wells. nothing's supposed to make sense.



where are you now i'm asking.

but i suppose. it doesn't matter.
and when i say that
i shall smile.