hotmail is screwing my life
i can't even send a simple email.

i guess i don't matter
not that i ever did i suppose
and so i guess
it's just as well
that things ended up the way they did

right?



and thank you to You
once again
for screwing up my moods
again
i really don't need to be called useless
i know i am
but i really don't need to be told that
right in the face
esp now
so thanks a lot
again.



excuses
so many
don't listen
anymore

sympathy
none here
heart to care
lost it

-
the trigger
was you
like always