You know what?
I actually know what i want to do for art.
I really don't mean to rub it into anyone's face
but i really love the idea that i have.
I know what i want to do
or at least I know what i don't want to do... or something like that.
I have all these ideas buzzing around in my head
I know what to do for prep work
I actually do know. for once
and i'm thinking
of all the possibilities

but there's so little time
i haven't been able to study much i confess
and i want to give my all to do Art
i really want to do this well
i think i can actually do something worthwhile for once.
but i'm afraid of giving too much time to art
and then i'll neglect the rest of my subjects
OR
i'm afraid that i'll be giving too little
and then i'll barely scrap through
and all the thinking i spent on it would have been for naught
OR
i'm afraid that i'll put in my all
and then screw up
if i don't finish the picture it's IMMEDIATELY a C.
a C.

damn.

I told you.
I told you you'd regret taking Art
I told you.

But I like it.
I really like it.
I like all this planning
I like to have something to do
but everything's so messy
i think of the time i have
and there's so little time

and you're still going to regret it in the end.
you know it.
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oh and caro was right.
S'pore does have pretty skies (:
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Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God