I can see it happeing all over again.
It's just different people,
And a different place.
I tell myself,
I must go through this with a smile,
Fake or real, a smile.

It's just times like these ,
That I wish that I wouldn't care.
I wish that I could just say,
"I don't care."
And it'll all just go away,
But it never ever does.

I look back,
I reflecting, thinking, thinking.
What should I be doing?
What must be done?
So that everything won't happen again?
But then, my mind's just a blank.
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8 more days :)