Did you know?
Did you know?
...
But at the end of the day
Nothing comes out.

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caro my dear girl.
sigh.
you're going to sleep.
so I'm going to type it all out.
(and most likely kill my keyboard in the process.)
and.
I'm going to start cursing.
about how late my tuition ends.

Wells.
don't you know?
You're makin me hate myself now.
I wanted to stay back a little with you.
until your SL meeting started.
and I jolly well should have.
since I was stonning at home.
oh sigh.
but you were... busy with someone else.
so I didn't.
But maybe that was another reason to stay with you?

and my dear.
we did walk in the rain.
WE DID.
we FREAKING WELL DID.
REMEMBER?
BEFORE A MATHS???
AFTER THE FIRST PART OF ANIAS'S FAREWELL PARTY THING?
ACROSS THE SUPER SQUISHY AND MUDDY GRASS PATCH???
and no.
please don't say that the rain was too small.
you're sick.
or just getting well.
either way.
you're NOT supposed to be walking in the bloody freaking rain.
anyway.
how big MUST the rain be before you are satisfied?
if you say it must be raining buckets,
do you want me to go and steal the cleaner's bucket.
and pour water over you?

and wells.
why do you give a shit as to what you do and what you get?
and why you're doing it?
well.
you don't strike me as a person to give up easily.
and if you think i'm wrong.
i'm sorry.
I'm not very good at reading people.
but really.
aren't you kinda a perfectionist?
although you pretend that you don't give a damn?
well.
ah well.
I think you care too much.
and the damn education system is just sick.
I didn't understand why my friends say it.
but now i do.
and that is why my cousin ran off to canada.
yes friend.
we should all run off to canada.

well.
i had something else to say.
but i can't remember now.
sigh.
i really hope.
i didn't piss you off or anything.
i really hope.
that i didn't say anyting wrong.
I really hope.
that you're ok now.
the sms you sent me had 2 (:
and 1 ><
you seem ok.
but these things can be decieving.
and let's not forget
i failed.
both of the ss test
and assignment.
on reliability.

well.
i know I'm a sucky friend.
but dearest.
you know vi loves you right?
loves you very very much?
and very very much possibly more than cyeo right?
but don't tell cyeo.
she'll go: " heeeey."
xP
yeah.
i hope that makes up for it.

I am waiting for the weather forcast thing now.
to see if it will rain tomorrow.
and if it does.
and even if you can't walk in the rain
you can still hear, see, smell, taste it right?
and let's not forget.
you DID walk in the rain today.
even if it was just a drizzle.
but a drizzle is still classified under: rain.
damn.
where's the underline button?
and yeah.
i know.
i'm going off topic now.
but they only show the weater forcast thing before the commercial.
or is it only after the whole news thing?
sigh.
and it has only started.

oh damn.
i missed it.
sigh.
googled it instead.
and it say that on tomorrow.
there will be a chance of storm.
on sunday it is cloudy.
and monday will have a chance of storm as well.
oh sigh.

if you still need to talk
I'm quite free on saturdays.
*hugs*

love you dearest.
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