dearest,
you know.
I'm not at all sure if the italics below my message was for me
but if you're asking if I've changed.
well.
I think that I've been somehow changing.
like all the time.
so for the better or the worst.
i don't know.
*hugs*
don't worry.
the worst is over.
for now anyway.
so let's be jolly.
even if it's not the season to be jolly tralalalala lalalala.
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Was bugging my mum again about getting a cat.
and well,
she said that she'll consider it
I still don't know the chances of getting one
but at least she's giving me some kind of hope for once
as long as she doesn't crush it again

for the people that think that I'm simply wantting a caton some whim
well, you're just dead wrong.
I want a cat.
I need a cat.
Why?
go figure.

I would like a dog better.
but since my place isn't all that big
and I like big dogs.
so a cat is more practical.
yeah.
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I couldn't find what I needed
So I found another way
but it seemed to lead only to a road block

.smile.