I'm getting closer to people I thought i would never be close to, and i'm getting more distant from people whom I thought i would be friends with forever.

Life's stressful yeah?

I made a terrible mistake today. And I didn't even know until it was over. I regret it now.

I'm just so lost. I'm losing my ability to rationalize (sp?). What is right? What is wrong? What's safe and what's not?

Holding on to something fading. Getting all worked up over it.

What's worth holding on to? What should I let go?

How should I think of you?

How is everything going to end? Happy endings only happen in Fairy Tales and some stupid TV drama series.