I want to scream at some people.

and i can't stop asking myself, "What is wrong with me?"

I'm just doing everything wrong. Every little big thing small thing or the crappy thing.

I really miss my smile. haha like Montag in 451. but then, it wasn't a fake, it was real. I know it.

Strange, I had so many things that i wanted to say but now nothing comes to mind...

Alu keeps asking strange random questions. One of them was "What do you want most in your life?"

I didn't have an answer then but now I do. I know now, but there's no way to acheive it, nothing i can do, if there is it is only to the bare minimum. It simply comes and goes.

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Take my hand

Make me smile

Don't let me cry