Sometimes I feel like crying
sometimes i feel like crashing my head into a wall
sometimes i wish that i would fall asleep and never wake up. or at least just sleep for... a long long long time. Childish? Yeah, I know.

I'm just so tired.

A while ago i felt like this. (Note: a while ago.)

We had this topic during one of my chinese tuition classes. about ppl, students, committing suicide because of stress. the teacher was going on about how silly they were and all those things, well, i didn't really think about it and a few days ago, i felt so depressed that i felt that i could relate to them. feel how they were when they made the decision to... jump. i just felt that i could relate.

No, i'm not suicidal.

But I'm tired. And I'm emotional.

I feel empty, yet filled with something or other. I don't know. I just want the June holidays to come and school to never come.

I don't seem to be able to do anything right.