another day another nightmare
what would I give for a perfect day?

That's what I thought of yesterday. I pretty tired.. from everything that is. I'm tired but I can't sleep. I want to cry but there's no tears.
I really just want to sit down and draw something. Something to channel all my energy into and get rid of everything that is negative. I want to. I really do. But I can't draw. I don't have time. My mum keeps telling me to do school stuff but I can't. ther's like this block in front of me. I can't concentrate.
Hear me whine.
But sometimes, I just push everything else away, sit down grab my pencil and sketchbook and try to draw. But then, I can't think. I don't know what to draw. So at the end of the day, I've wasted hours on a blank sheet of paper. It's driving me nuts.
Fail. Fail. Fail. That's all I seem to get nowadays. Maths. E maths. A maths. Chinese. Drawing. Riding. School. My life. Everything's so messed up. I can't do anything right.
Pressure. Why do I have it? Where is it coming from?
Tears. Why am I crying?
What is wrong with me?



Sorry all, just needed to get that all out. if I just start crying for no reason just know that I'm simply emotional, it'll pass.

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Love, Skia